6.7.13

I have decided that all people need a break, a full blown surreal week that lets you completely let go of everything that is bothering you.  
     Unfortunately my vacation has me being reintroduced to everything that has been bothering me.  The good thing is that while I am enduring this mental and emotional pain I am seeing social status and relationships with fresh eyes. 
   For one thing I am seeing how people interact with each other out of the school setting.  I am eating not with any adults but with acquaintances.  I am sharing a room with people who I thought were so different but are actually so kind and considerate to me I wonder why I couldn't see it before.
      Though I feel lonely and oddballish I am having an adventure.  So maybe no one cares or tries to understand me, I am becoming indepent and getting closer to meeting people that will care enough to stick around.
    Thus I leave you with this, go outside your comfort zones and become independent.  As lame as it sounds it could lead to interdependence, which could lead to long time connections and friendships. 
    Silverstreak signing out.