4.24.13

      I am a romantic.

I am not going to question the fact that I am.

I am this crazy girl who is sensitive and independent and headstrong,

but, I am a romantic.

Sometimes I wonder if that is going to be my biggest downfall

In some ways, 

it certainly has been.

My friends don't get it when I talk about guys

when I get excited about a guy talking to me

My friend that used to get it is dating a guy

a super sweet guy

a guy that I consider a good friend

Now she's in that world

and I am all alone

Yeah

so now I wonder if all the good guys are taken

I wonder if I will end up with some lame guy

a guy that doesn't hold the same interests

or more importantly

a guy that doesn't have the same faith

I am at this point of just crying

crying to God about it

talking it out with him

asking why I had to be left with the bad end of the stick

So, is my romantic mind getting in the way of reality?